Since Two Years Ago

We was in dilemma / They told what they really didn't know / Or maybe we just tried to find social justification to make everything felt fine / So much unreachable thoughts.

Istikharah finally showed us to walk further, together.

Still too much heart attacks of us / Egoism was the winner / Fading and losing the instincts / Communication / The way you told me to focus on what we wanted, that is good relationship / Then finally tore down those walls.

Well, there were so many things to clear.
So much differences to acceptable. To complement each other.
Make sure that we're looking at one vision of us.

Even we're not pass the start line yet.
I am sure, we are having a good foundation of relationship.
You did it. You've lead me well.

And yes, since two years ago,
I'm in love everyday with you, dear. Everyday..

The Wish of Our Graduation Day

For My FF Who Seldom Open His FB Instead My Blog *ahahy, iya tah? :p

Sayang,
Congratulation yaa for our graduation today! :)

Smoga kita bisa makiiin okeee setelah 48 bulan di IPB! :D *ganti tu! masa 36! :p*
Tetep idealis, ttp kreatif, ttp inovatif, dan semua hal-hal berharga yg tertanam disini *nepuk2 dada*, yang sebagian adalah hasil quality talks kita, dengan mata berkaca-kaca, yang sebagian terbentuk menjadi mimpi, dengan penuh harap dan doa serta semangat membara..

Yes, we are extraordinary scholar, my dear!

Mari sayang, kita mulai melangkah kembali, sambil menyimpan itu mimpi-mimpi disini *nunjuk kepala* dan sisanya disini *nunjuk hati*..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. :)

We are on the way making something to unlock the dreams, right? ;)

Chase Away.

STOP!
Do not step more.
Do not come near.
Enough.

All i want is make everyone happy.
And it won't become if you're here, negative thoughts & labile emotions!

Stay away from me!! :)

One of The Awkwards.

One of the sketches of my awkward heart already done.
I'm not fine yet. But better than before.
Better after felt those awkward feelings.

Oh yeah, maybe it's another lonesome tonight episode.

Love to Get Flowers!

Beneran deh. Seneng banget dapet bungaa!

Pertama kali dapet bunga dari lelakiku tersayang, Ferdian Feisal. Bunga pertama adalah boneka bunga pada ulangtaun ke 20 saya. Lucu! Katanya biar abadi. Ga pernah mati. Lalu yang keuda, ngasi bunga plus cokelat. Hahay! Lucu banget. Tiba2 dan ga ada apa2. Dan dia sangatsangat menyesali bunga yang menurut dia nggak oke, padahal, yaah, aku ngga ngerti juga sih oke apa engga suatu bunga, cuman, bagussss ahhh, a very beautiful red rose!

You must be surprise if you know what kind of people he is. ;D

Yang kedua kemarin, pas wisuda. Aiiih, senaaang! Makasi teman2 kosan, Mama Papa, Dina, Yusda, Baqi, semuaaaa.. :D


Haha, kalo mau tau, jaman muda dulu *halah*, ngga suka deh sama beginian. Sama boneka apalagi. Pernah ada yang tanya, "Ovie suka boneka ngga?". Yang nanya itu ada affair sama saya (tp saya mah engga lo!) dan saya dengan lugunya menjawab, "Enggak." Haha. Ternyata dia mau ngasi teddy bear gitu, yang akhirnya dikasih juga sih. Haha. Lucu ih, betapa begitu banyak hal yang berubah tentang saya. But as always, i love myself!

Wisuda (1)

Seminggu sebelumnya saya sakit. Batuk, pusing, mual. Tak berkutik. Sepertinya gara-gara data di antor hancur dan harus segera dikembalikan ke keadaan semula dan saya panik! Hari itu hari Jumat. Saya ke kantor jam 7 dan tidak ikut senam. Riweuh-riweuh akhirnya baru bisa istirahat jam 3 sore dan saya gunakan untuk makan karena sejak pagi belum sarapan. Alhasil, esok lusanya saya teparr. Sampai wisuda! Haghaghag!

Mama bilang aku stress karena kebaya belum dijahit. Memang! Kebayaku baru dijahit tepat seminggu sebelum wisuda yaitu hari Selasa sebelum tgl 13 Oktober 2009 itu. Batik pun baru beli Minggunya. Haha..

Akhirnya, setelah merana seminggu, bisa juga dateng ke Gladi Resik hari Senin. Senang! Karena ketemu banyak teman. Sedih, karena nggak bisa bener-bener menikmati dan hari itu aku berasa 10%. Nyebelin deh! Tapi ya itu, tetep senaaangs! :D

And here i go, the graduation day!

Sorry but i have to say bersambung. So sorry for the sinetron-style yaa. Wait for the next episode anyway.. *LOL!*

Fought For Some

Too ordinary.
But i want more. And more. And more.